Friday, May 9, 2008

Sorry.


I am sorry I'm not a slut.
I'm sorry I don't open the door between my legs for anyone who knocks.
I'm sorry I couldn't ever be more like her,
I'm sorry I couldn't fuck on command when you asked me to.
I'm sorry for "over reacting"
And "forcing" you to do things to hurt me.
But most of all I'm sorry I can't be there....
To castrate you and BEAT HER ASS DOWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(sorry that was a bit violent lol)

What do you do when love leaves?


All this time
All this trying and hoping,
All the lies you told doesn't come close to the pain and anger you've caused me.
I wonder why
Why did you ever try?
Whats the point of building walls just to break them down?
And to heal hearts just to stop on them again without even providing so much as a band-aid.
As much as I don't want to, as much as I shouldn't, I still love you.
And even now I still cry over you, every day,
While you're out living your life and forgetting about me.
Don't act like you're sorry, don't act like you care.
I can see through your faulse "good guy" act now.
If you cared you would've never did anything like this,
messing with girls emotions isn't nice...
I act like I'm okay
But I'm only seconds away from grabbing a knife...